Daring to Win

"Yesterday I dared to struggle, today I dare to win."

Tomorrow is Stage 2, ileostomy reversal. I can not believe I made it through these last 12 weeks. We are stronger than we give ourselves credit for. When I think of strong women, I think of women that have a sword in hand and go boldly against the army. I've decided that is not what strength is. Strength is not being afraid to be vulnerable and let it all hang out there. It is asking for help when you know you need it.

As you can see, I've added a picture of my little friend. Before this last surgery, my vanity made me despise that piece of small intestine hanging out. Oh how it has helped me through the healing part. I'm so glad I had it the last 12 weeks while I was healing internally. Just like life, right when you are getting comfortable with your less than favorable circumstances, things get better. I just started feeling alright about having the stoma and bag and now it is time to get rid of it.

Back to the picture though. I wanted to remember it. I never want to forget where I came from along the way. I also wanted to show those of you that will soon have the surgery. I know this part was one of the things I wanted to see because I was so concerned.

I also added a picture of my box of goodies that my little friend needs. You don't leave home without them and you keep a couple of weeks worth of supplies on hand. That box has been my life for 3 months. I guess I should get started on my liquid diet and magnesium citrate. Thank goodness it is going in my bag this time and I will never have to do it again! What a relief.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for you support, calls, visits, gifts and prayers. I'm a very lucky girl.

Information about Familial Adenomatous Polyposis at: http://ghr.nlm.nih.gov/condition=familialadenomatouspolyposis